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This is me with another nervous breakdown

My pressure dropped, this body went with it

Memory fails, I'm feeling claustrophobic

I scream my silent pain in this big plain

There's no one here

Tell me who is there now

Who is there with you

(...)

Kiss me, is this a dream?

Should I believe it?

Please promise to me that I'm not going to get hurt this time.

Am I too good for you, am I just paranoid?

Should I clinical ou should I speak louder?

Maybe I should close my eyes for years

And wait for the strongest feeling

Out of all of the feelings

To raise from you.